Recently decided Twitter is pretty sweet. It's kind of random and fun and let's me get updates on just about anything - news and friends!!
I get to travel this week with work which makes me pretty happy! Going to Charlotte, one of my favorite locations to go to because of the awesome shopping across the street from the hotel. Hopefully I can convince my boss to take me over there - or one of the friends I'm going to hang out with! haha
I need a pretty good boo-boo present since I'm recently single. I'm not really all that bothered, but who doesn't need a good boo-boo present every once and a while!?
Sunday, January 11, 2009
Thursday, January 8, 2009
Failure
Yeah I wussed out. I tried Monday night. I told him I gave up - I think I used the words "admit defeat" with this relationship.
Somehow, even though he told me that things wouldn't change because "he was doing all he knew to do" and it didn't bother him not to talk to me. I'm still here. Second halfin' it - as he called it.
As a result? I haven't spoken to him over the phone since Monday when I told him I was done and he called pretty much to make me feel like I was the one causing the problems and if I could just deal with not talking to him we would be cool.
My feelings at this point - done. I've pretty much avoided all of his text messages and IM's at work trying to wean myself from the routine/pattern of talking...if there is one to be weaned from. I've stopped responding to his morning texts - which he is consistent in, the only thing he is consistent in. No more, "hey how is your day going" messages. At this point, I don't care if his feelings are hurt; he has no regard for mine and it's taken me 7 months to realize this, but I'm glad it wasn't 7 years.
Somehow, even though he told me that things wouldn't change because "he was doing all he knew to do" and it didn't bother him not to talk to me. I'm still here. Second halfin' it - as he called it.
As a result? I haven't spoken to him over the phone since Monday when I told him I was done and he called pretty much to make me feel like I was the one causing the problems and if I could just deal with not talking to him we would be cool.
My feelings at this point - done. I've pretty much avoided all of his text messages and IM's at work trying to wean myself from the routine/pattern of talking...if there is one to be weaned from. I've stopped responding to his morning texts - which he is consistent in, the only thing he is consistent in. No more, "hey how is your day going" messages. At this point, I don't care if his feelings are hurt; he has no regard for mine and it's taken me 7 months to realize this, but I'm glad it wasn't 7 years.
Sunday, January 4, 2009
New Years
Does it mean that you are going to have another bad year if the first night/day of the new year is shit?
I hope not, because if it does...I'm screwed. My wonderful "boyfriend" decided not to make the trip to see me for New Years Eve, but drove up on New Years Day - for money reasons of course. Right. And did you know that I moonlight as the tooth fairy? It's a pretty sweet gig.
So I decided when he told me that, I have no furthur obligation to this relationship after our trip to Biltmore - which was pretty cool - and would not continue to put up with shit because I feel guilty about his "relationship issues." Either you want to be with me or you don't. Fairly simple I think. Call or not, and if you don't, I'll assume I am not worth your time or attention and move on with my life. Oh and he leaves at 11:30 in the morning...that's ok, I didn't really want to spend time with you anyway. Thanks for the memories, have a great 2009.
On a lighter note, I hope your 2009 rocks your face off and is the most productive, happiest year of your life. I hope the chocolate (that we love to consume) is suddenly discovered to be the most healthy thing that one could eat, the coffee we drink does wonders for our lives by way of health and beauty and all of the extra hours that we want to sleep is made possible by some sort of time warp. Whew, wishful thinking right?
I hope not, because if it does...I'm screwed. My wonderful "boyfriend" decided not to make the trip to see me for New Years Eve, but drove up on New Years Day - for money reasons of course. Right. And did you know that I moonlight as the tooth fairy? It's a pretty sweet gig.
So I decided when he told me that, I have no furthur obligation to this relationship after our trip to Biltmore - which was pretty cool - and would not continue to put up with shit because I feel guilty about his "relationship issues." Either you want to be with me or you don't. Fairly simple I think. Call or not, and if you don't, I'll assume I am not worth your time or attention and move on with my life. Oh and he leaves at 11:30 in the morning...that's ok, I didn't really want to spend time with you anyway. Thanks for the memories, have a great 2009.
On a lighter note, I hope your 2009 rocks your face off and is the most productive, happiest year of your life. I hope the chocolate (that we love to consume) is suddenly discovered to be the most healthy thing that one could eat, the coffee we drink does wonders for our lives by way of health and beauty and all of the extra hours that we want to sleep is made possible by some sort of time warp. Whew, wishful thinking right?
Monday, December 29, 2008
Picture Post - to lighten things up
Katie's beautiful belly
My super gross toe after the unfortunate incident. All better now. Useless
I hate feeling useless. I hate feeling unloved. I hate feeling like I don't have anyone there for me. And I'm not talking about my friends. I have some of the most amazing friends a girl could ever ask for. It's just hard dating someone five hours away that won't call you. That won't even send a damn text message.
Maybe this is teaching me patience because I am fairly certain if he lived any closer, I would have to cut a finger off every time he did this. And then I would be stuck feeding him and probably buying him a motorized scooter because I would already be on the toes.
I think it's time to move on. Unfortunately.
On a lighter note, my tiny sewing machine is pretty much the most fantastic piece of equipment I have right now - sorry computer, sorry Ipod, don't let me hurt your feelings. Once I get comfortable enough with it -- I am making my own stuff. Toys for kids, purses, whatever I want!!!! And I can't wait.
Maybe this is teaching me patience because I am fairly certain if he lived any closer, I would have to cut a finger off every time he did this. And then I would be stuck feeding him and probably buying him a motorized scooter because I would already be on the toes.
I think it's time to move on. Unfortunately.
On a lighter note, my tiny sewing machine is pretty much the most fantastic piece of equipment I have right now - sorry computer, sorry Ipod, don't let me hurt your feelings. Once I get comfortable enough with it -- I am making my own stuff. Toys for kids, purses, whatever I want!!!! And I can't wait.
Sunday, November 30, 2008
Some faves.
Just a few music picks for you that I am in love with:
The Script - any of their music is awesome. New band out of Dublin.
The Twilight soundtrack - great music all compiled into one CD. Get it off ITunes
The Submarines - You, Me & The Bourgeoisie and also Hope.
and...of course all Christmas music, just b/c it rocks my face off.
Have a great week - I'm on the road again this week. Hopefully, I'll have something fun to post while I'm out!
P.S. Umm...I definitely text messaged with my boss tonight. Awkward!
The Script - any of their music is awesome. New band out of Dublin.
The Twilight soundtrack - great music all compiled into one CD. Get it off ITunes
The Submarines - You, Me & The Bourgeoisie and also Hope.
and...of course all Christmas music, just b/c it rocks my face off.
Have a great week - I'm on the road again this week. Hopefully, I'll have something fun to post while I'm out!
P.S. Umm...I definitely text messaged with my boss tonight. Awkward!
Sunday, November 23, 2008
ooh.ooh.ooh.
I forgot to mention that TWILIGHT ROCKED MY FACE OFF. I am in love with that movie and can even say that I think Edward is gorgeous now that I have seen the movie...as long as he stays a vampire. Just like I think Orlando Bloom is freaking sexy as an elf in Lord of the Rings. Yum.
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